When I started to get good, and could escalate quickly with any girl, I remember those girls I slept with but couldn’t keep around.
And it’s quite sad.
There are lots of women that has the potential to become a great girlfriend.
But I had my head higher than my ass.
…maybe that’s a little harsh.
But this comes down from TWO distinct problems:
First, I was trying to prove something to myself. I was still a recovering nerd. And I’ve never fully recovered. But I’ve stopped trying to recover. And that’s what’s made me move past this “proving myself” thing.
I just accepted who I am.
Sure, I like video games and comic books.
But…
Do you think women have cooler interests?
Is getting drunk, Myspace and shopping is cooler than what I’m into?
It’s all relative.
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